I thought of writing u this bcoz i have so much i wanna say ! I know u have been gone just two weeks ago or actually 18 days ! bs i really have soo much to tell u. I know some ppl would think im a bit getting out of my mind bs i think this will make me feel more close to u, so i wont care wht others say abt me as long as i feel closer to u.
First of all, i missed calling u the first thing in the morning n checking abt u, so i would do it here now. Tell me how r u doing ? how’s every thing going on ? I hope ur feeling good, less pain n more calm n rest ! U see after ur gone for like 5 days ur friend ” Uncle Bo H ” said that he had a dream abt u, it was so good n relieving. He said that he saw u in some good place having lunch with good ppl n that u looked good n happy, I really hope that u r truly happy n in a better place. As for us, well am good dnt worry. Surprisingly am eating well, actually beyond well ;p n I have gained a little weight ;D just like u always wanted me to do so, now i weight 53 ! I look better than ever n el7imd lilah am sleeping, going out not so much bs whn i need to, stronger than i thought i would be, remembering ur words every single moment, i guess thats what keeps me strong enough to face this world without u. However, mom is a bit tired. Crying n missing u soo bad, but dont worry im keeping good eye on her. I sleep with her in ur place n I keep her company all the time so she wont feel lonely. She’s in good hands so u dnt have to worry abt her.
In the past couple weeks, many ppl were around trying to support us, many have sat n talked abt u so gently ! I always knew that u were good bs never thought u were that popular n had that much of a fans ;p lool many women came into the 3aza n cried so hard for u, others have read alot of 8or2an n dedicated to u, as for us we read for u every day am sure u knw that, and i also pray for u every day, i will always do.
Yeah i never got the chance to tell u my final grades in my summer course, am sorry bs i got a C+ for marketing, remember the one i used to study with u ! ahh baba it was tooooooo long !!! Bs the good news is that i Got an A in Finance ;D Yuppyyyy soo proud of me ! i know u would be too.
hmm mabi a6awil 3alek Bs plz take good care of ur self, n dnt forget me. Whenever u can try to contact me, U knw i still can hear ur voice calling me Toona ! and i really wish i would meet u in a dream some day soon ! I miss ur touch n ur kiss ;*
Love u alot babati
U may rest in peace 7yati ;*
Dont worry i will keep in touch, n i will write for u every once and a while, maybe even more ;p ! Expect me soon
P.s Say hi to grandma n grandpa for me ;*